Searchlights & Signal Flares
“WHEN
ASKED, ‘WHAT DO YOU WRITE?' HOW DO YOU ANSWER?”
March 2004
This month: D. Jayhne Wilson Edwards, Cristie Marcus, Connie Mygatt,
Susan Bono, Jennie Orvino, Anne Silber, Betty Winslow,
Karen Trimbath, Marlene Cullen
WHAT DO I WRITE? Good
Question!
What I write is actually
not under my control, at all. You see, it's what
comes spurting out of my fingers and onto the keyboard. (That
keyboard used to be on an electric typewriter, but now
it's on one of my computers.
There's some sort of
connection, like an electric current, that flows from
inside me somewhere....Who's to say?...my brain?...my
consciousness? my memory? And then the words and phrases
are birthed to a life of their own. They are most
likely to exist in prosaic fashion, finished off with
a period. But sometimes they dance a graceful dance
between the commas. Other times they strut about
amongst marks of exclamation. And they may even
take a doubting stance as they put up a banner with their
quizzical, even incredulous, questioning mark.
What I write is Choreography,
and I choreograph the dance of life.
D.Jayhne
Wilson Edwards
What do I write, you ask…I write what comes to me while taking a
shower.
Ideas come in droplets. Some cascade over me; others pelt to make
me take notice and not forget.
The warm water spray
nourishes a sentence, an opening line. As
I stand with face upturned to the flow, entire paragraphs
grow. In
my head, I repeat the story, to etch, for later scribing.
While taking a shower,
my best work sprouts.
Cristie Marcus, Santa Rosa, CA
WHAT DO YOU WRITE?
Recently,
at a painting workshop, the instructor said, "Art
is the antidote for normalcy." He went on to explain
that neurologically our brains attempt to keep things
in a normal balance.
When
I read the March Searchlights question I thought
of how that applied to the art of writing. Of course,
when asked that question, I usually reply that I like
to write personal essay or short stories. What does this
really tell someone? When considering the idea that art
is the antidote for normalcy, I now have a better answer.
If asked, I would like to say: I write about what inspires
me from the edge of an idea, that nervy "what if" that
rests just around the corner beyond where the normal
eye cannot see.
Whether
I am writing an essay, memoir or short fiction isn't
what is important, but whether I say something that will
offer a mind shift in the reader—that is where the art
lies, that is the antidote to normalcy.
Connie Mygatt
is fighting normalcy in Santa
Fe, NM.
WHEN PEOPLE
ASK, “WHAT DO YOU WRITE?” HOW DO YOU ANSWER?
When people ask me what
I write, I usually say something like, “Nothing much,
really,” because I don't write as often as I'd like,
or as much as I think I should. Deep down, I still believe
that a Real Writer produces X number of words per week
and braves the indifference of editors and publishers
on a regular basis, so that leaves me out. I can't really
count the time I noodle, muse, sit in front of my computer
fussing, cutting, pasting, reading aloud those words
that don't sound quite right yet. None of that seems
like writing when people ask. That just seems like struggling.
The best days to ask me about
my writing come when I've actually finished something,
or think I am about to. “Oh, I'm writing an article for
the local paper,” I'll say with what I hope is off-handed
nonchalance. “I'm trying to get my editorial for Tiny Lights pulled together,” or “I just
sent a piece to the Beach
Tar Review.” That's because I equate writing, not
with the act of pondering and scribbling and patching
and deleting, but with the moment when all those activities
are completed. Real Writers finish things. Theoretically,
I know this belief makes most of what I do—what most
writers do— meaningless.
I don't know who I'm
trying to protect or fool when I say I'm not a Real Writer.
I spend most of my waking hours with words, writing,
reading or analyzing them. It's not like I'm ever going
to get some official seal of approval from the Real Writers'
Bureau. Sometimes I feel like Pinocchio trying to pretend
he never even wanted to be a Real Boy. If I decided to
call myself a writer, even if these might be the last
words I ever write, who in the world would object?
Susan Bono is writing for an answer in Petaluma, CA.
"I write poems," I
answer first, and more readily, now that poetry is back
in fashion. "I write especially for the fun of reading
it out loud." I like making a direct connection,
with one other person or a room full of listeners. When
I'm working on a piece, I always speak the lines to know
where to break them, to be more aware of how the sound
matches the sense of what I'm trying to communicate.
When asked what I write about,
I say that I started writing at age 15 in a dime-store
diary with a lock and key, and that reading my work might
be like peeking into a lifetime of subsequent volumes
of that diary. My most passionate themes are self-discovery
and honest expression, sexuality and relationships, war
and peace. I am not a nature poet.
As a journalist, I write
features, mostly personal profiles. It is sweet satisfaction
to hear from community groups or individuals, "You
really captured our essence." In interviewing someone,
I look for the pathway to trust and literary intimacy.
(If I'd admit to aspirations, one would surely be to
join the ranks of Terry Gross, Barbara Walters and Amy
Goodman).
I also write erotica.
Not fictional stories but autobiographic journeys into
what it means to be fully alive as a sexual being. I
explore the particulars of women's portal experiences
of pleasure and the connections of spirituality and sex.
I'm either too dumb to be embarrassed or too much of
an exhibitionist to be self conscious! I try to stay
close to the artistic edge, without succumbing to either
puritanical or pornographic pressures. I'm interested
in writing through, and about, the wisdom centered in
the body.
Jennie
Orvino lives in Sonoma County, CA.
Her work can be seen (and heard) on the web at www.soundofpoetry.com
and www.cdbaby.com/orvino. Her CD, Make Love Not War,
is a spoken work/music collaboration.
When you are asked, “What do you write?”, what do you answer?
I am asked that
question often. I used to hem and haw and try to think
of a great answer that would reflect my “I am a serious
writer” persona.
Actually, the
only answer is to tell questioners what I have written
to date, which includes a Young Adult Novella, numerous
essays and Op-Ed pieces, and published letters to editors,
too numerous to mention. Out of that explanation comes
the answer to “What do you love to write?” There
are definite themes to my writing.
I further explain
that I believe there is a great deal more writing in
my future. I am presently working on a General Fiction
novel, an Autobiography and a collection of short stories.
There is only
one category of writing that I can honestly tell people
I will never write: Poetry. So help me, I just can't
do it.
When people hear
of what I have already written, I am usually surprised
and pleased at their reaction, for they do see
me as the serious writer I believe I am. It's good feedback
to be asked what you write, and to gauge the reactions
of people listening to your answers.
Of course, I
can't help but harbor the pleasant thought that someday,
a total stranger in a distant place will approach me,
and say, “You're the author of “Whatever”, aren't you?!
I really enjoyed that book!”
Someone who already
knows what I write….sigh….I can dream, can't I?
Anne Silber dreams and writes in Colorado Springs, CO,
and lives with a wonderful cat, Missy, who has finally
learned not to jump onto the keyboard while Mommy is
writing.
It depends on what kind
of a mood I'm in. I live with sarcastic teenagers and
a wiseacre husband, so my first reaction would
probably be a wisecrack along the lines of "Words!" Then,
I'd think better of it and try to come up with a serious-but-interesting
answer.
But, you know, my first
answer would be the true one. And it's true for
all of us. We all write words. Some of us arrange them
into novels, still others into poetry or plays or
song lyrics. Some of us write magazine articles. Others
write technical manuals. Or copy for direct
sales. Or Sunday school curriculum. Or short stories.
Or picture books.
So, the real question
is, what do I arrange my words into? To the best
of my ability, I arrange them into whatever form best
fits the needs of the moment and of their intended audience
(whether it be a poem for a loved one, a how-to article
for an editor, or a letter to my mom.) I arrange them
with truth, beauty, encouragement, knowledge, mystery,
paradox, and belief.
And while certain
arrangements may bring in cash (which I deeply appreciate!),
what I really want is for my words to be arranged in
such a way that they bring enlargement of soul -
even for a moment - to those who read them. I write words.
So do you. How will yours be arranged?
Betty
Winslow, Bowling Green, Ohio,
hoping you liked this arrangement .
When
asked, "what do you write?" how do you answer?
This question, no matter
how well meant, is a minor irritant. That's why responding
vaguely gives me a perverse pleasure: "Oh, I'm writing
a story about some weird people..." My voice trails
off, and the subject is quickly changed. This reply is
often repeated with family, friends and acquaintances
who unknowingly recite the dreaded question as if from
a too-familiar script. I'm not lying, just protecting
my work from the exposure. You see, there's the writing
I do for others to pay the bills, and then there's the
writing I do for myself. I don't want to shed too much
light on my secret stories lest they shrivel up. A recent
newspaper article showed how to make trendy flowerpots
by baking vinyl LPs in an oven. Once surrounded by heat,
they shrink to fit a mold, and their music is heard no
more. That's what will happen if I should talk about
my personal writing too much.
Karen Trimbath is a writer and editor from Pennsylvania.
She also blogs at www.americandemeter.motime.com.
I When asked, "what do you write?" how
do you answer?
This is easy to answer. First, I stress that I write every day,
no matter what. Then I detail the specifics. I write
to-do lists, grocery lists, notes, letters and emails
(I am gifted in that I can write either short, swift
and to the point emails OR I can write elaborate, lengthy
emails).
Mostly, I write reminder
notes to myself. Otherwise, I wouldn't know what to
put on the to-do list and there I would be, a writer
without a cause.
Marlene Cullen glibly strikes computer
keys with reckless abandon.